Binary

We live in the land of the binary.

Be male or female no in-between. Just black and white no gray.

When you fight back and say you are different you just get turned down.

All we ask is for acceptance of self. Look here I’m different and gray and it is fine. Why must I be stuck in your ways I always ask. I bend the rules never break and find loop holes.

This binary world is burning to the ground with new thinking. Of non-binary, queer, gray, rainbow thinking.

The binary and brackets of life are fading and changing. This new age is coming slowly but every day progresses for change of a better way where all are included.

Lost in time

Time ebbs and flows around me

Going from past, present, and future in a second.

I seem to be lost in time once again

Looking at my past wishing I could change a few things and know I can’t

In the present dreaming of the future

Hoping for better times but knowing dark days are just on the horizon as well

This warrior of time , thinking about all the days of past in the present to bring on my future

Thinking of all the choices I made

Thinking of the man I have become and will continue to become

Seeing that I don’t blend into the norms of society

Forever a beautiful outcast

Blue eyes

Blue eyes why you crying

The past is the past

It keeps on dying

Let go of it all

Stop crying

Everything will pass

And you will be fine again

Blue eyes stop your crying

Security Guard

So I am blessed with a new job. First week has gone well. I am a security guard for Securitas and work at a truck stop in Ontario,CA. It can get slow at times working swing shift and during the weekdays I have to take a 3 hour bus ride on three buses to get to work and get there an hour early and just chill. So work is work and I am enjoying it and just hope this one lasts longer then my last job. Here is to 2019.